I swear I want to hate you. I want to hate you for not fighting for me. I want to hate you for telling me that you don’t love me anymore. I want to hate you for the bad memories and the times you yelled at me for no reason other than the fact that it was me. I want to hate you for not giving me the chance that I deserve and for telling me you’d try for us, and then not try at all.
I swear I want to hate you, but I’m not that kind of person. I’m this foolish kid who loves you and will always love you. I don’t hate someone for leaving, I hate myself for losing them. I dont hate someone for not loving me, I hate myself for not being good enough I’m a mess and I wouldn’t blame anyone for running away from me when they have the chance. I just hate it, I hate that you’re all I think of and you go on in your life like I was never even a part of it.
fuck you for not fighting for me (via loveblx)